And I knew, I'm late for 1 week and 3 days to post article about my anniversary with love.
What can I do, I'm too busy.
Busy for my vacations, lazy to online via lappy, always chit chat with love through the LINE.
And I have NO TIME to write something special on my blog because I already give all of them to him via LINE.
I have NO IDEA.
But, everytime I think of him, of us..
I felt so happy.
Nothing could make me happy like the way we live our love.
You're SO SPECIAL to me, Mohamad Fajrul Shafiq!
In every way, every moments.
This is the text I gave to him on our Anniversary..
Happy Anniversary my dear lovely fiance.
Alhamdulillah, we finally reach the date we've being waiting for.
Thank you sayang for this 1 whole year. Plus a month before we get together.
Im so happy with you.
From strangers, to a friend, and a friend to a sweet lovely couple.
Who would thought we could love each other so fast?
Im glad we could get through anything, ups and downs, together.
Love is on our side bie.
You know, I loved to see you smile, and knowing Im the cause of that happiness.
I love the times you touch me, hold me, hug and kiss me.
You makes me live in a world in the better place.
I can't live without you beside me.
You are my guardian angel.
I need you in every second of my life.
I loved the times when you told me you love me.
Sayang. i love you cause who you are.
Happy Anniversary my dear Fajrul Shafiq.
I will love you till death apart us.
and my love to you will continue and grows in Jannah.
Insya Allah.
And sayang, I would continue this text in here.
I want to share with people how we live our love.
People might know my bad story..
But, believe me.. my incredible moments is YOU CAN HEAL MY WOUND.
How magical is that?
You know about my past.
But I didn't know about you.
Everytime we texting, faceby, and skyping.. I never know you just cried about your relationship with your ex.
Each time we on skype, I saw your red eyes, but I wonder... how can you gave me your sweet smile.
What happen to your eyes? I always ask it to you, but the answer is "mata masuk habuk" .
But then time go fly.. I forget about it.
Still remember about Plants VS Zombie, sayang?
You teach me how to create mustache on my zombie.
Hahahaha It's was so funny.
You teach me everything.
About wound, ambulance jobs, games, etc...
But you never mention something about LOVE.
Until one day, you propose me 4 in the morning.
I know you trying so hard to tackle me down.
Im the one who act "jual mahal" kannn???
Hahahaha.
Tell you what, that's the most sweet thing I ever get.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
Sayang, look at these picture...
I bet everyone knows the different between these 4 pictures.
And I love to say this..
YOU ARE FAT AND SO CUTE!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA! =D
Okay, the first picture.
The moment when I first time met you.
You seems shy, but try to be romantic man.
Yet I love how you act to me.Remember we walked from KLCC to BB to Pavi to Low Yat and TS?
Its was soooo long day.. Tiring too.
But I feels so much love from you.
(Nak naik escalator pon ade orang guard tau! hehehe)
And, this first picture.. you looks sooooo thin.
And I hate thin people.
(Macam xcukup makan je)
But I never know, you really did not have enough meal sometimes because of your ex.
You didn't eat because of sadness. Seriously I didn't know.
I'm sorry.
So, I pasang niat... "I will make him a little bit chubby, and give him happiness the way he should get it"
So continue to the next picture.. the time we used to wore same tshirt.
You seems getting a little bit chubby.
and I feel happy.
FINALLY HE EAT HIS MEAL EVERYDAY AND HE'S HAPPY TOO!!!
Hahahaha.
Can we just to the next picture? *giggle*
I'm waiting.. waiting you.. infront of the komuter train..
then I saw you coming..
with sweet charming smile.
Wearing white shirt, same goes to me.
And.... A chubby body or may I say BOLAT?
hehehehe.
thats the most I can't forget.
Your cute fat belly, your double chin..
and always complain to me that you're fat.
I'm laugh everytime he said that.
But inside of my heart, I felt so happy.
Because finally I makes someone happy.
One of you friend told me "nampaknye Roy makin gemuk bila dgn kau. mesti dia tgh happy"
I smiled when he said that.
Because I already knew your past.
And I promise to myself I wouldn't never make you sad again.
Not like your ex did it to you.
NEVER!
"kenapa badan makan kembang je ni?"
The first comment on our picture from your BFF.
Hahahaha.
The last picture...
Our picture on our first anniversary.
No more fat belly nor double chin.
You are now tough guy.
Playing sports everyday, try hard to get tough huh?
Hihihihi, YOU GO BIG BOY!!
I will always support you sayang.
But never ever be like you used to be with your ex okay?
Second picture is the limit!
Err, my cousin and mommy said "ee gigi korang sama la!"
Yea saya tahu entry saya macam takde kene mengena langsung dengan ulangtahun pertama kitorang.
Like I said, I HAVE NO IDEA RIGHT NOW.
otak takde kreativiti sekarang.
tapi.. percayalah....
Fajrul Shafiq adalah Insan paling Istimewa dalam hidup aku sekarang.
Sebenarnya....
Tak dapat digambarkan dengan kata kata kegembiraan yang sedang aku alami bersama dia.
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa bahagianya aku bersama dia.
Sayang, mungkin saya bukan cinta pertama awak.
Tapi izinkan saya jadi yang terakhir.
Cewahhhh.
Ehh jangan nak cewah sangat. NI SERIUS OKAY!
With Love,
NuRhafyza